2011 Is Finally HERE!

I really shouldn't be blogging now, but I'm going to anyways and I'm going to keep it short and simple. Remember my previous blog about me being checked out of 2010? Well I did myself one better now and really REALLY want 2010 to be over now.

My grandfather died last week, in what I'm praying is the end of the miserable things that have occurred this year. Like I have said previously, 2010 has had its good moments too, but I am officially ending 2010 in my mind as of today. Cannot wait to start all over in 2011!

With that said, I need to allow myself to get over 2 major things before I enter 2011. 1) I swear to the good Lord if someone else gets engaged I am going to pitch a fit! Ok, I'm over it now. I'm very happy for everyone who has taken the plunge and gotten the ring on the finger. And of course I'm jealous of them as well, duh. But it seems as though all of these engagements have come like a huge Belizean rain storm this year and I am just sitting here with my tiny, yellow ducky umbrella waiting for them to end....please make them stop!! Or at least throw me a life preserver, aka a new guy. Okay? Great thanks!

2) Please allow myself the chance to figure out what I may want to do with my life instead of comparing my life to everyone else's. This is basically all I've done in 2011. Even as early as February of 2010, I had to exile myself off of Facebook just so I could try and focus on my own self and stop comparing myself to others who already had a job lined up after graduation and what not. Goal for 2011: Work on myself, stop comparing my life in other people's terms and parameters, and again, focus on my own life and what is important to me.

There. I've said my peace and I'm done complaining. You can go shave your back now. (It's a Mean Girls quote, sorry I had to try and end on a funny note!)